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Orit Gidali

WE COULD HAVE LIVED SO WELL, YOU SAY, AND GAZE AT HER, STILL PRETTY

In a little while Shabbat in the Sharon, and traffic lights take off their red, and the laces unravel and yield the bare foot, and the records of the word gather into a book and rest from their anxiousness to break, and the change in the wallet emphasizes the victory of the many and the small, and the expiration dates on the milk do not threaten to be expired, and the first fruits are relaxing in sealed bags, and the ice in the freezer assumes the shape of the most self-confident mold, and the Styrofoam separates into small balls which do not need the practical, and the air conditioners do not apologize for faking the heat, and the screens do not apologize for faking brightness, and the poetry switches off the linoleum floor and switches on the ceiling,
 
and the adolescents are softer and are not putting off thank you, and what is piling up is piling up, and what is split is split, and the clouds ponder the field, and field ponders the fish that floats among the bushes in their imagination, and in the vineyards, grapes turn into raisins, others into wine, and not all the sweet ones are contaminated with maggots of worry, and he who asks for a deluge does not intend annihilation, but only a hard, streaming rain, and the community leaders return from the road, gathering a family to themselves, and generosity is being seen as a quiet virtue and not for display, and mistakes are removed from the heart of things, and the body’s exchanges are just, and the public domain is full of permissions, and the private domains are full,

and the fruits have set a tenth aside and do not miss the missing part, but are lighter, sweetness is intensified, every branch that crossbreeds accedes to him with whom it was crossbred, and the bulbs open themselves to the outside, and the bees imagine the honey, and the trees get themselves a new king, according to the vigor of the blooming, and the asphalt conquers the earth and liberates the best of her on the side of the road.

 
And Tamar and Amnon have moved into a pansy, where they are making cakes out of the colors, and the dust is withdrawing before the pollination, and every drizzle is the chance of a rainbow, and the green that is in the bushes almost overwhelms the leaves, and in the old people’s lawn which surrounds you the water sprinklers of winter open, and, indeed, there is suddenly a good southern wind,
 
only that she doesn’t answer when you ask, sparing you the nothingness, and her wrinkles multiply at once as if the little girl inside her were shrinking her into herself, and your words glide on the slope of her nose when you lean on your cane, looking at her, looking at the blossoming, looking at the asphalt (we could have lived so well, you say) remembering the earth.

יכולנו לחיות טוב כל כך אתה אומר, ומביט בה, יפה עדיין

יכולנו לחיות טוב כל כך אתה אומר, ומביט בה, יפה עדיין

עוד מעט שבת בשרון והרמזורים מתפשטים מאדום, והשרוכים נפרמים ומותרים לרגל היחפה, ושיאי העולם מתכנסים בספר ונחים מבהלתם לשבור, והעודף שבארנק  מדגיש את נצחון ההרבה והקטן, ותאריכי התפוגה שעל החלב לא מאיימים להפקע, והביכורים מתרווחים בשקיות האטומות, והקרח שבמקפיא מקבל על עצמו את צורת התבנית הבטוחה בעצמה, והקלקר נפרד לכדורים קטנים שלא זקוקים לשימושי, והמזגנים לא מתנצלים על שהם מזייפים את החום, והמסכים לא מתנצלים על שהם מזייפים את הנהרה, והשירה מכבה את רצפת הלינולאום ומדליקה את התקרה,
 
והמתבגרים רכים יותר ולא מלינים את התודה, ומה שמתחשר מתחשר אבל מה שנבקע נבקע, ומעייני הענן לשדה ומעייני השדה לדגה ששטה בו בדמיונו בינות לעשבים, ובכרמים ענבים הופכים לצימוקים אחרים ליין ולא כל המתוק נגוע רימת דאגה, ומי שמבקש מבול אינו מתכוון לכליה אלא רק לגשם חזק וקולח, ופרנסי הציבור חוזרים מן הדרך וכונסים להם משפחה, והנדיבות מתגלה כסגולה חרישית ולא כמעשה ראווה, והטעויות מוסרות מלב הדברים, וחילוף החומרים הוגן, ורשות הרבים מלאה ברשות ורשות היחיד מלאה,
 
 והפירות מפרישים מעשר ולא מתגעגעים אל החלק החסר אלא קלים יותר ומרוכזי מתיקה, וכל ענף שהכליאו אותו מתרצה למי שאיתו נכלא, והפקעות מושיטות עצמן החוצה, והדבורים מדמיינות את הדבש, והעצים מחליפים להם מלך לפי כוח הפריחה, והאספלט כובש את האדמה ומשחרר בצד הדרך רק את מיטבה,


והאמנון והתמר מלבבים יחד לביבות של צבע, והאבק נסוג בפני ההאבקה, וכל טפטוף הוא סיכוי לקשת, והירוק שבשיחים כמעט מכריע את העלווה, ובדשא הזקנים שסביבכם נפתחות ממטרות החורף, ובאמת יש פתאום רוח דרומית טובה,
 
רק שהיא לא עונה לך כשאתה שואל, חוסכת ממך את האין. דבריך מחליקים במורד אפה כשאתה נשען על מקל ההליכה ומביט בה, מביט בפריחה, מביט באספלט (יכולנו לחיות טוב כל כך, אתה אומר) זוכר את האדמה.
 
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WE COULD HAVE LIVED SO WELL, YOU SAY, AND GAZE AT HER, STILL PRETTY

In a little while Shabbat in the Sharon, and traffic lights take off their red, and the laces unravel and yield the bare foot, and the records of the word gather into a book and rest from their anxiousness to break, and the change in the wallet emphasizes the victory of the many and the small, and the expiration dates on the milk do not threaten to be expired, and the first fruits are relaxing in sealed bags, and the ice in the freezer assumes the shape of the most self-confident mold, and the Styrofoam separates into small balls which do not need the practical, and the air conditioners do not apologize for faking the heat, and the screens do not apologize for faking brightness, and the poetry switches off the linoleum floor and switches on the ceiling,
 
and the adolescents are softer and are not putting off thank you, and what is piling up is piling up, and what is split is split, and the clouds ponder the field, and field ponders the fish that floats among the bushes in their imagination, and in the vineyards, grapes turn into raisins, others into wine, and not all the sweet ones are contaminated with maggots of worry, and he who asks for a deluge does not intend annihilation, but only a hard, streaming rain, and the community leaders return from the road, gathering a family to themselves, and generosity is being seen as a quiet virtue and not for display, and mistakes are removed from the heart of things, and the body’s exchanges are just, and the public domain is full of permissions, and the private domains are full,

and the fruits have set a tenth aside and do not miss the missing part, but are lighter, sweetness is intensified, every branch that crossbreeds accedes to him with whom it was crossbred, and the bulbs open themselves to the outside, and the bees imagine the honey, and the trees get themselves a new king, according to the vigor of the blooming, and the asphalt conquers the earth and liberates the best of her on the side of the road.

 
And Tamar and Amnon have moved into a pansy, where they are making cakes out of the colors, and the dust is withdrawing before the pollination, and every drizzle is the chance of a rainbow, and the green that is in the bushes almost overwhelms the leaves, and in the old people’s lawn which surrounds you the water sprinklers of winter open, and, indeed, there is suddenly a good southern wind,
 
only that she doesn’t answer when you ask, sparing you the nothingness, and her wrinkles multiply at once as if the little girl inside her were shrinking her into herself, and your words glide on the slope of her nose when you lean on your cane, looking at her, looking at the blossoming, looking at the asphalt (we could have lived so well, you say) remembering the earth.

WE COULD HAVE LIVED SO WELL, YOU SAY, AND GAZE AT HER, STILL PRETTY

In a little while Shabbat in the Sharon, and traffic lights take off their red, and the laces unravel and yield the bare foot, and the records of the word gather into a book and rest from their anxiousness to break, and the change in the wallet emphasizes the victory of the many and the small, and the expiration dates on the milk do not threaten to be expired, and the first fruits are relaxing in sealed bags, and the ice in the freezer assumes the shape of the most self-confident mold, and the Styrofoam separates into small balls which do not need the practical, and the air conditioners do not apologize for faking the heat, and the screens do not apologize for faking brightness, and the poetry switches off the linoleum floor and switches on the ceiling,
 
and the adolescents are softer and are not putting off thank you, and what is piling up is piling up, and what is split is split, and the clouds ponder the field, and field ponders the fish that floats among the bushes in their imagination, and in the vineyards, grapes turn into raisins, others into wine, and not all the sweet ones are contaminated with maggots of worry, and he who asks for a deluge does not intend annihilation, but only a hard, streaming rain, and the community leaders return from the road, gathering a family to themselves, and generosity is being seen as a quiet virtue and not for display, and mistakes are removed from the heart of things, and the body’s exchanges are just, and the public domain is full of permissions, and the private domains are full,

and the fruits have set a tenth aside and do not miss the missing part, but are lighter, sweetness is intensified, every branch that crossbreeds accedes to him with whom it was crossbred, and the bulbs open themselves to the outside, and the bees imagine the honey, and the trees get themselves a new king, according to the vigor of the blooming, and the asphalt conquers the earth and liberates the best of her on the side of the road.

 
And Tamar and Amnon have moved into a pansy, where they are making cakes out of the colors, and the dust is withdrawing before the pollination, and every drizzle is the chance of a rainbow, and the green that is in the bushes almost overwhelms the leaves, and in the old people’s lawn which surrounds you the water sprinklers of winter open, and, indeed, there is suddenly a good southern wind,
 
only that she doesn’t answer when you ask, sparing you the nothingness, and her wrinkles multiply at once as if the little girl inside her were shrinking her into herself, and your words glide on the slope of her nose when you lean on your cane, looking at her, looking at the blossoming, looking at the asphalt (we could have lived so well, you say) remembering the earth.
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